I did sift tons for a while, I enjoyed it, and thanks for all the votes I got 
I even got my crown, and got to be #5 of all time! It was fun, exciting and I loved it!
Maybe I am just generally depressed atm, but I don't feel like going out and finding any videos to sift. I never was active on commenting, so that won't change... But right now, I just don't think I can find anything to sift, and I can't even come here to watch the stuff people submitted, because I am just burned out.. or depressed, or something..
I am sorry I am cancelling my charter membership for now. But if I am not active, my little barista paycheck can't really afford too much. Especially when I have cut down my hours at work because I feel like I am going to have a nervous breakdown if I work over 20 hours a week.. NetRunner is fine so far, he's working just fine and making most of the money for the household, but I can't make him pay for my addictions, especially when my addictions are not very stable..
In any case, I want to say THANKS, Thanks, and thanks..! It has been fun! I love this place, and I hope to be back, and sane one day soon. I am so sorry I haven't upvoted more, checked out more submissions, sponsored more newbies.. Good Lord, I should not be crying when I am typing this, but I feel like I am saying goodbye to a friend.. even if most of the people here never even knew me.
Like I said, I love this place, I might be back and be active, I might be back and just submit a video every now and then.. I don't know.. I just want to stay sane
- Mint
I even got my crown, and got to be #5 of all time! It was fun, exciting and I loved it!Maybe I am just generally depressed atm, but I don't feel like going out and finding any videos to sift. I never was active on commenting, so that won't change... But right now, I just don't think I can find anything to sift, and I can't even come here to watch the stuff people submitted, because I am just burned out.. or depressed, or something..
I am sorry I am cancelling my charter membership for now. But if I am not active, my little barista paycheck can't really afford too much. Especially when I have cut down my hours at work because I feel like I am going to have a nervous breakdown if I work over 20 hours a week.. NetRunner is fine so far, he's working just fine and making most of the money for the household, but I can't make him pay for my addictions, especially when my addictions are not very stable..
In any case, I want to say THANKS, Thanks, and thanks..! It has been fun! I love this place, and I hope to be back, and sane one day soon. I am so sorry I haven't upvoted more, checked out more submissions, sponsored more newbies.. Good Lord, I should not be crying when I am typing this, but I feel like I am saying goodbye to a friend.. even if most of the people here never even knew me.
Like I said, I love this place, I might be back and be active, I might be back and just submit a video every now and then.. I don't know.. I just want to stay sane
- Mint
Seriously, I hope you feel better about things soon. You did great work here and you will always be a Pillar of Sift.
And if the dam breaks open many years too soon
And if there is no room upon the hill
And if your head explodes with dark forbodings too
Ill see you on the dark side of the moon
Just in case the bottom does drop out, I have three pieces of advice: 1) keep the body safe at all times, 2) if you ride out the storm it will pass, and 3) meds can be helpful if you need a break from it all. Just not weed.
Please PM me if you need support.
If it feels like work looking for videos to post then don't do it. This place is about fun, not work. Come back and post whenever you feel up to it. We'll still be here.
*Quality, because it often takes guts to publicly admit that you're not feeling well. Hang in there.
toivottavasti olet yhtä menestyksekäs IRL kuin täällä...
EDIT: And I agree with Arvana, meds DO help... a lot... if its ever an option in your mind. And yes, I agree that weed and alcohol makes me crazy, too, and activates a lot of what I have worked so hard to put back in the basement. Again, hope you feel better!
Anyway, I'm sure the lure of VS will bring you back at some point in the not to distant future. Till then...
I promise I'll find a spark again and will be back. I know I am not fine, and I just need a bit of time to fix myself.
Tomorrow I think I will go get me a new pair of shoes.. That always helps!
Thanks again,
I'll be back!